angst cycle (iii) — [Х] (ii)

i have been failing
and failing
to implement
my own solution

this is idiotic

this hole
i’ve been thrown in
is a terrible place

i won’t bother
to draw
the disgusting analogies

but i have my ladder
i have the route
now i need the courage

to fucking well get out
sometimes i annoy myself so much
i actually do something

time to
annoy

not time to
despair

time to move on
and on
again

time to move

actually
my leg is on the ladder
i am acting

just not enough

the tombstones
are being

now there’s a clash
of analogies

time
to move

ON