angst cycle (iii) — [т] (i)

bloody thing is squalling today
fucking nuisance

mmm
had to book a flight to rainland
things in storage to fetch
and more to store

and a flight to blighty
but that’s not it

no it’s the bus road
going down
under the railway bridge
but there’s a pricey tunnel route instead
i’ll have to plot that
damn the idiot things
the idiot squall
has me do

if this thing
hasn’t fucked off
tonight
i’m going to pay
some ugly whore with siren sails
to pretend she’s the grand mistake
and fuck her ’til she’s fucked off
from my lust once and for bloody all

which would be bloody stupid really
like paying the bank
to give you your money
because you don’t want it