angst cycle (iii) — [ђ] (iii)

the cut
still tries to expel
the pain
is still there
immense

quite able
to take over
quite able
to reestablish
insanity

i don’t think
now
it’ll ever drift

but that’s
an unattached
speaking

i’d simply like
to leave this place
bury the beating gore
in the centre
of the island

walk
the three metres
to the beach

and row away

but the gore’s
neural network
is carried on my legs
looks through my eyes
rows my oars

symbol
symbol
i need a clashing
symbol

a neutralising
interference